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Faith

I have a very strong faith. In what exactly I am not sure. Humanity - maybe. My faith may lie in the mere fact that the sun can set, and I cry when I am both happy and sad. All I know is I feel everything around me - the temperature, love, sadness, all of it. There is a greater power beyond my control, or anyone else’s - that may be where my faith lies. Sometimes when I talk about my faith I get emotional which is odd because I can’t identify my Deity. Where is my Faith, and in whom and what does is possess.?

Boys and Girls Club

Today was my fourth visit to the Athens Boys and Girls Club. Once again it was quite the experience. I really enjoy going to spend time with the kids but for some reason I leave stressed and exhausted. Today in particular I left with many questions. Am I cut out for a future like this? Do I really enjoy being around so many kids? Can I help? Will I make a difference in the long run? I feel like i’m not a natural born leader - not fit to supervise. 

I guess what it really comes down to is fear - fear of the unknown. Fear of failure or success. The last question I just asked myself reminds me of a dear friend who is no longer here. She asked me the same question of herself in an e-mail when we were 19. I didn’t think much of it at the time - only that I hoped she could make a difference, and I wasn’t sure what she had in mind. She was murdered three years later. At age 22 she made a difference in more people’s life than she ever could imagine. After her death people came together to celebrate her way of life. She was a lover of education, friendship, and helping others. Thousands of people across the nation were inspired by her story. She inspires me everyday. So I guess the answer to her question, and to mine, is YES. You will make a difference. Every smile, friendship, and kind gesture makes a difference. Just because I am not as extroverted as most leaders does not mean I can’t be one. 

I thought I would really enjoy my Intro to Weather & Climate class. Eff that. This is the most complicated topic ever. Do you people even know how complicated wind alone is? Man oh man I have been studying too long.